Fix a Heart

So, I decided to start over with a new blog. A lot has changed over the past few months and I've finally got a grasp on true, 120% happiness. What I needed to accept was plain and simple: I can't please everyone. Truth is, I'm done trying to make everyone happy. For once in my life, I'm "doing" me. I'm going to college- getting the grades that I deserve, I'm working- attempting to handle two jobs, I've been getting healthier and finding my place in this world. I have stopped caring about those who bring me down because honestly, if you focus on everyone around you- they're going to change you, make your opinions for you and ruin your life. It's completely overrated..

I've been listening to my heart more. I've hurt some people along the way, unintentionally, but that's life. I used to go out of my way for other people and make them happy rather than myself first & I just can't do it anymore. I've got to focus on what's best for me.

"I'm just trying to figure out what I'm all about and if it's with or without you, I don't need you doubting me." -Avril Lavigne

One of my best friends has taught me that you can't control your heart, it controls you. I couldn't agree more with that statement. I'm thankful for encouragement- even if he was mad at me at the time. I think that takes a true friend to support you even when they're upset.

Everything that has happened within the past few months- break up, best friend getting married, my mother's surgery, concerts, glee marathons, college starting, prince charming, etc. has made me stronger.

I wouldn't be this strong without Jesus Christ, family & my best friends.

The focus of this "new" blog is to remind myself to be strong in this crazy, beautiful life of mine.

(The url/username) Per Sempre Forte means forever strong- in Italian.

This entry is dedicated to the following, who have made me stronger- a lover & a fighter:

Momma Bear
Papa Bear
Ryan
Ashley
Brianna
Samantha
Kara
Brittany
Andy
Josh
Jeff
& my love, Alex.